by Steve Higginbotham
How would you feel if you volunteered to do a much-needed work in the church, but your offer to help was rejected? Surely, all of us have faced rejection, and more than likely we haven’t always responded as we should. Maybe we were overcome with disappointment, anger and bitterness, at least for a little while. If we can relate to such feelings, then try to put yourself in the first-century sandals of a man named Barsabas.
Barsabas is mentioned in Acts 1:23-26. A proposal was made by the disciples to either appoint Barsabas or Matthias as an apostle to fill the office Judas vacated. Can you imagine what an honor it would have been to have been selected as the next apostle of Jesus? To be able to be used by God in such a capacity; to be able to be an instrument through which God performed signs, wonders, and miracles, and to reveal new truth must have sent his mind reeling with possibilities. But his dreams, whatever they may have been, were short-lived. Lots were cast. Matthias was chosen. Barsabas was rejected. And the narrative of the book of Acts moves on, never mentioning Barsabas again. But how I would love to know, as Paul Harvey was known for saying, “the rest of the story.”
Did Barsabas sulk? Did he accuse someone of tampering with the lots that were cast? Did he ask for two-out-of-three? Did he act respectfully, publicly shaking Matthias’ hand, but inwardly trying to tame his jealousy? Did this man who followed Jesus from the time of the baptism of John, slowly lose interest after this rejection and drift away? Or did he zealously press on, being content to serve God in whatever capacity he could?
I don’t know how Barsabas responded, but I do know how he should have responded. Likewise, we all face disappointment and even get our feelings hurt, but don’t allow such hurt to derail your faith. While I don’t know “the rest of the story” for Barsabas, I choose to hope the best in him. Likewise, I choose to hope the best in you too, as you face hurt and disappointment.